Okay so Ive been gone for months here hmmmm Where to start, people can be evil individuals whom for the most part have agendas, and its funny how I come across people who act like kids and not think i cant look into their eyes and see the truth, this is one of the things that comes along with chanting, i can see when someone is lying and playing games......
Ive been fortunate to be bless with individuals who are cool versus emotional vampires who are str8 miserable and want to unleash their wrath either on kids or adults that to them they feel some sort of threat which is pettyness.
then u ask why when a child grows up theyre fucked up, well look at the adults either raising them or them being around with, sorry to be so harsh but i dont sit around talking on the phone to people about my issues, my issues i do on my own reason why ur an adult cux ur suppose to find a solution to lifes problems, and even though many have made mistakes, many have learned and made their paths to better lifes, while others love the attention and drama because that is what they know.....
and as for yele haiti meidatakeout.com reported about wyclef someone needs to clarify this on the news.......
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
MY feelings
The true meaning of friendship, friends are suppose to stick together, ride or die not use someones fame as a levarage for their own personal gain.... Can you blame certain celebritys for being the way they are, I cant.
I see everyone as human, not a celebrity or someone who can help me or someone who can provide for me but rather a regular person who has emotions, goals,dreams just like all of us... For rabbi smuley to do what he did has no forgiveness,Please do not believe that Rabbi Shmuley is fulfilling a promise to a friend who wanted to be heard. That is not what this book is about. The Rabbi has two agendas here: 1. to strike while the iron is hot and make as much money as he can from the renewed interest in all things Jackson a mere three months (to the day) after his death, and 2. to exact a kind of revenge for feeling, at the end of their friendship, that Mr. Jackson had made him feel he had wasted his time as a kind of spiritual counselor. His feelings are hurt. I understand this. But his payback is unconscionable and ungodly.
He gets on tv friday and states he wont profit from this book its going to charity, I personally feel it should go to the family,his children. I believe in Karma and He will get his. He wasnt a friend but someone just like the others profiting from someone who had a heart of gold, I saw his personal videos and I can say that he was a human being, Ive always knew that since i was little watching his videos,
I ask anyone looking at this blog to boycott rabbi smuley book because all your doing is helping him get rich..Please do not buy this. Get it from the library, or find your nearest reference library that has it, and photocopy the pages on which Mr. Jackson is quoted.
ANd if rabbi is looking in Kiss my ass because you will fall down father than jesus did.....Im disgusted and angry by these idiots trying to make a profit,and I say these because others are doing the same thing...
I see everyone as human, not a celebrity or someone who can help me or someone who can provide for me but rather a regular person who has emotions, goals,dreams just like all of us... For rabbi smuley to do what he did has no forgiveness,Please do not believe that Rabbi Shmuley is fulfilling a promise to a friend who wanted to be heard. That is not what this book is about. The Rabbi has two agendas here: 1. to strike while the iron is hot and make as much money as he can from the renewed interest in all things Jackson a mere three months (to the day) after his death, and 2. to exact a kind of revenge for feeling, at the end of their friendship, that Mr. Jackson had made him feel he had wasted his time as a kind of spiritual counselor. His feelings are hurt. I understand this. But his payback is unconscionable and ungodly.
He gets on tv friday and states he wont profit from this book its going to charity, I personally feel it should go to the family,his children. I believe in Karma and He will get his. He wasnt a friend but someone just like the others profiting from someone who had a heart of gold, I saw his personal videos and I can say that he was a human being, Ive always knew that since i was little watching his videos,
I ask anyone looking at this blog to boycott rabbi smuley book because all your doing is helping him get rich..Please do not buy this. Get it from the library, or find your nearest reference library that has it, and photocopy the pages on which Mr. Jackson is quoted.
ANd if rabbi is looking in Kiss my ass because you will fall down father than jesus did.....Im disgusted and angry by these idiots trying to make a profit,and I say these because others are doing the same thing...
Monday, September 14, 2009
Can we please be civilize people
Okay just like all of yall im mad at kanye for his behavior but enough is enough already if you choose not to buy his music im cool because honestly i dont pay for music when i get it for free, but to go as to boycott this is 2 far. Taylor has moved on so out of respect for her lets keep it moving, there is so much mayhem in the world we dont need to fall into the bullness.
Patrick died im like wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i remember dirty dancing and i decided to take dancing because i wanted to dance like him. This brother has issues his lewd is going to take him to a place where he wont come out alive...
my heart goes to annie les family, i dont understand why there isnt cameras in the building where anyone can take shit from the lab. I hope they find the killer and bring that person to justice.
So today i go in to the hospital and was told i have a pulmonary embolism , I am cool while my collegues are freaking out including my child,I look at it like this my day will come eventually and if I die I lived a good life if i had to do it again I wouldve pursued my acting more and not allow people to try to dim my light like so many have done so many times because of the foolishness called envy and jealousy.
People can be so heartless, not giving a care because they are miserable themselves and want to inflict pain because to them thats their strength when in reality its a cop out. Greed and hunger is also a phase that will take you down hill.
anyway im out i have a headache i need sleep.
Patrick died im like wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i remember dirty dancing and i decided to take dancing because i wanted to dance like him. This brother has issues his lewd is going to take him to a place where he wont come out alive...
my heart goes to annie les family, i dont understand why there isnt cameras in the building where anyone can take shit from the lab. I hope they find the killer and bring that person to justice.
So today i go in to the hospital and was told i have a pulmonary embolism , I am cool while my collegues are freaking out including my child,I look at it like this my day will come eventually and if I die I lived a good life if i had to do it again I wouldve pursued my acting more and not allow people to try to dim my light like so many have done so many times because of the foolishness called envy and jealousy.
People can be so heartless, not giving a care because they are miserable themselves and want to inflict pain because to them thats their strength when in reality its a cop out. Greed and hunger is also a phase that will take you down hill.
anyway im out i have a headache i need sleep.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
the VMAS
MAdonna have you been looking in my blog, because those sounded like my words but in truth I want to thank her because she spoke the truth and I guess one of the reasons why i admire marge so much...
Like I stated previously on my blog this man was more human than you and I and the media cruxified him as though he was the messiah. Janets preformance made me proud as a mother because for her to do this for him took alot out of her she gave her best preformance she has my respect and admiration.
Ever since kanyes mom passed away he has been acting like a fool, what he did was uncalled for his apology came a little too late, he was apologetic when he came on that stage and take taylors moment. He was wrong for that Its ashamed that someone who is so talented can be such an asshole, for beyonce to clean up kanyes mess shows that she is a classy woman and kanye is still a person who wants attention, I will never support such an ass and this type of behavior shouldnt be tolerated by any artist or venue.
Lady gaga reminds me off a modern grace jones love her, pink shes my girl love her,my son who is 15 said how can someone who is suppose to be a role model be an ass, my reply to him was the industry made him into it because he feels he can disrespect any one if i was there i wouldve thrown eggs at kanye and his bald chix amber rose......Vmas need to ban him forever this should apply to any artist who wants to act ghettoo,AS a black woman im ashamed of kanye for his lack of compassion and humanity which he clearly doesnt have.
Janice and tyra need to squash it already, Janice your the orginal Diva LOVE YA MAMA
Like I stated previously on my blog this man was more human than you and I and the media cruxified him as though he was the messiah. Janets preformance made me proud as a mother because for her to do this for him took alot out of her she gave her best preformance she has my respect and admiration.
Ever since kanyes mom passed away he has been acting like a fool, what he did was uncalled for his apology came a little too late, he was apologetic when he came on that stage and take taylors moment. He was wrong for that Its ashamed that someone who is so talented can be such an asshole, for beyonce to clean up kanyes mess shows that she is a classy woman and kanye is still a person who wants attention, I will never support such an ass and this type of behavior shouldnt be tolerated by any artist or venue.
Lady gaga reminds me off a modern grace jones love her, pink shes my girl love her,my son who is 15 said how can someone who is suppose to be a role model be an ass, my reply to him was the industry made him into it because he feels he can disrespect any one if i was there i wouldve thrown eggs at kanye and his bald chix amber rose......Vmas need to ban him forever this should apply to any artist who wants to act ghettoo,AS a black woman im ashamed of kanye for his lack of compassion and humanity which he clearly doesnt have.
Janice and tyra need to squash it already, Janice your the orginal Diva LOVE YA MAMA
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Here is something worth reading
i havent wrote much been busy with work,school etc..... If i dont respond probably its because im in some hospital with ivs stuck in my body due to my stubborness and jarett your going to kick me sideways just make sure you have the machine to bring me back, and dont take me off the machine, under no circumstances....and i am of sound mind some of yall are thinking okay this chic is insane but making my wishes here as well as paper people tend to read my blog so they can print it and give it to the docs....
anyway hope you guys have a blessed week
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/new-chapter/200908/color-preferences-michael-jackson-and-the-love-self
I read it and have to say i Love ms colar shes on point
Color Preferences, Michael Jackson, and the Love of Self One component of my recovery from addictions is accepting myself.
A couple weeks ago, after watching an MSNBC segment on Harvard's Implicit Aptitude Test (IAT)^, I jumped at the opportunity to try it. After sifting through the different options, I decided to take the light skin vs. dark skin sample test. Once I finished it, my result was: Your data suggest a strong automatic preference for Dark Skin compared to Light Skin. I was absolutely stunned. I didn't know what the result would be, but I wasn't expecting that.
Recently I read a piece from author Kimberly Allers titled "Today I Cried for Lost Black Boys: Sadness for Michael". One line read: I will not rest until my little black boy, MY Michael, knows that his broad nose is beautiful, his chocolately brown skin is beautiful, and his thick hair is beautiful.
Some of the same reasons I've felt sadness about Michael Jackson's death are associated with why I was shocked about my IAT test result. I spent a number of years confused, uncomfortable, distressed, and otherwise unhappy about being black. The color of my skin, the size of my lips, the width of my nose, the texture of my hair - why, I thought, did God make me this way? If I had to be black, why couldn't I at least be light like my mom and my cousins? The difficulty I had reconciling my identity and race played a large role in developing an eating disorder.
And the eating disorder thing - I was already struggling with not fitting into a self-imposed "black mold". Then I have to go and get an eating disorder - and everyone knows black people don't get eating disorders. Except, apparently, some do.
A large component of my recovery from an assortment of addictive behaviors is learning how to accept myself. This includes being comfortable as a female, as a Christian, as a sexual being, comfortable with my body, comfortable as an African American - just comfortable with myself period. What a journey it has been. While I still struggle with it, I have definitely made progress. That is the time-, energy-, and sanity-effective thing to do. After all, the irony is if we spend tons of time and energy trying to be what we think others want us to be or what we think we're supposed to be, we're not able to just be. Obsessing takes over living, and the past and future eclipse the present.
So my heart hurts when I know that Michael Jackson struggled with who he felt he was supposed to be, who others felt he was supposed to be, what he should look like, what he should act like - in essence, who he was. His body dysmorphic disorder played a large role in his life, from what surgical procedures he had to what food he ate (or didn't eat). My heart hurts when I think of how many people there are who, while situations and manifestations are different, deal with some of those same underlying struggles.
I'm reminded of Dr. Kenneth and Mamie Clark's doll experiment in 1939 in which they asked black school children which doll they preferred and which doll looked most like them. The results showed that the kids often preferred white dolls to black dolls and connoted white as good and black as bad. I grew up in quite a different environment, yet I know that - as was demonstrated by my love of blonde Barbies and distaste for black Barbies - my doll results would've fit the norm. So from that perspective, I found the IAT result to be encouraging.
That doesn't make the result good or bad - it just is. Nonetheless, I believe it demonstrates that the girl I used to be - who would tuck in her upper lip to make it look smaller, pull her sweatshirt past her waist to minimize her body, soften her voice to seem less threatening, and in general, try to be what she thought others wanted her to be - is continuing to grow.
Allers' poem ends: Now ain't we bad? And ain't we black? And ain't we fine?
My ending would be: Ain't we ourselves? And ain't we comfortable being ourselves?
That's what I strive to be.
anyway hope you guys have a blessed week
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/new-chapter/200908/color-preferences-michael-jackson-and-the-love-self
I read it and have to say i Love ms colar shes on point
Color Preferences, Michael Jackson, and the Love of Self One component of my recovery from addictions is accepting myself.
A couple weeks ago, after watching an MSNBC segment on Harvard's Implicit Aptitude Test (IAT)^, I jumped at the opportunity to try it. After sifting through the different options, I decided to take the light skin vs. dark skin sample test. Once I finished it, my result was: Your data suggest a strong automatic preference for Dark Skin compared to Light Skin. I was absolutely stunned. I didn't know what the result would be, but I wasn't expecting that.
Recently I read a piece from author Kimberly Allers titled "Today I Cried for Lost Black Boys: Sadness for Michael". One line read: I will not rest until my little black boy, MY Michael, knows that his broad nose is beautiful, his chocolately brown skin is beautiful, and his thick hair is beautiful.
Some of the same reasons I've felt sadness about Michael Jackson's death are associated with why I was shocked about my IAT test result. I spent a number of years confused, uncomfortable, distressed, and otherwise unhappy about being black. The color of my skin, the size of my lips, the width of my nose, the texture of my hair - why, I thought, did God make me this way? If I had to be black, why couldn't I at least be light like my mom and my cousins? The difficulty I had reconciling my identity and race played a large role in developing an eating disorder.
And the eating disorder thing - I was already struggling with not fitting into a self-imposed "black mold". Then I have to go and get an eating disorder - and everyone knows black people don't get eating disorders. Except, apparently, some do.
A large component of my recovery from an assortment of addictive behaviors is learning how to accept myself. This includes being comfortable as a female, as a Christian, as a sexual being, comfortable with my body, comfortable as an African American - just comfortable with myself period. What a journey it has been. While I still struggle with it, I have definitely made progress. That is the time-, energy-, and sanity-effective thing to do. After all, the irony is if we spend tons of time and energy trying to be what we think others want us to be or what we think we're supposed to be, we're not able to just be. Obsessing takes over living, and the past and future eclipse the present.
So my heart hurts when I know that Michael Jackson struggled with who he felt he was supposed to be, who others felt he was supposed to be, what he should look like, what he should act like - in essence, who he was. His body dysmorphic disorder played a large role in his life, from what surgical procedures he had to what food he ate (or didn't eat). My heart hurts when I think of how many people there are who, while situations and manifestations are different, deal with some of those same underlying struggles.
I'm reminded of Dr. Kenneth and Mamie Clark's doll experiment in 1939 in which they asked black school children which doll they preferred and which doll looked most like them. The results showed that the kids often preferred white dolls to black dolls and connoted white as good and black as bad. I grew up in quite a different environment, yet I know that - as was demonstrated by my love of blonde Barbies and distaste for black Barbies - my doll results would've fit the norm. So from that perspective, I found the IAT result to be encouraging.
That doesn't make the result good or bad - it just is. Nonetheless, I believe it demonstrates that the girl I used to be - who would tuck in her upper lip to make it look smaller, pull her sweatshirt past her waist to minimize her body, soften her voice to seem less threatening, and in general, try to be what she thought others wanted her to be - is continuing to grow.
Allers' poem ends: Now ain't we bad? And ain't we black? And ain't we fine?
My ending would be: Ain't we ourselves? And ain't we comfortable being ourselves?
That's what I strive to be.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
HAs the world gone mad
first you have all these politicians cheating and lying next the crack down on njs city hall and now it gets better the prostitues in cali want to form a union....
now is it me or what would happen when these women strike are they gonna walk the streets, seriously people the world as we know it is getting more and more crazy by the minute, the women in my area are looking like sticks i would be content with a small island wit mookie cux the world as we know it has gone awol......
i cant wait to go in august to france because honestly i cant deal with what the states and its people are doing....]\
all these days people seem to do is complain about this or that but seriously does having money or material possesssion going to make them happy
theres a saying that goes its easy for the human heart to succumb to egoism and self interest when one is tempted by power,prestige, or personal profit strongly attached to status abd position or obssessed with fame or fortune Faith is ultimately a struggle with our own self centeredness.
i mean to go deeper into this will take a good conversation and food jajajajajajajaj
but for me it reminds me that there are far worse things that go on this world than having that perfect body or purse.....when one is at peace with themselves inside and out that is when and only when things will pick up just a thought....
i will say this on mjs case there will be arrest and even though he is responsible himself he didnt deserve it......
hope everyone has a blessed week or dont forget to the women out there sheckys.com has a great beauty nite out with a bag so enjoy
now is it me or what would happen when these women strike are they gonna walk the streets, seriously people the world as we know it is getting more and more crazy by the minute, the women in my area are looking like sticks i would be content with a small island wit mookie cux the world as we know it has gone awol......
i cant wait to go in august to france because honestly i cant deal with what the states and its people are doing....]\
all these days people seem to do is complain about this or that but seriously does having money or material possesssion going to make them happy
theres a saying that goes its easy for the human heart to succumb to egoism and self interest when one is tempted by power,prestige, or personal profit strongly attached to status abd position or obssessed with fame or fortune Faith is ultimately a struggle with our own self centeredness.
i mean to go deeper into this will take a good conversation and food jajajajajajajaj
but for me it reminds me that there are far worse things that go on this world than having that perfect body or purse.....when one is at peace with themselves inside and out that is when and only when things will pick up just a thought....
i will say this on mjs case there will be arrest and even though he is responsible himself he didnt deserve it......
hope everyone has a blessed week or dont forget to the women out there sheckys.com has a great beauty nite out with a bag so enjoy
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
THE ICON WHO WAS GONE 2 Soon
my heart goes out to the children when mariah came out and started singing it sounded she was gonna break but inbstead of her breaking it was me because i cant believe hes gone, paris crying and talking about how she loved her father,i couldnt stop crying and still cant, this brings up when my brothers passed away, he was gone too soon from this earth, he needed to be a father to his children, its not fair, the media can finally leave him alone, for anyone who taught he was a molester he wasnt, he was a humanitarian,a good father to his children, those that try to break him couldnt do it and never will......
He was human just like you and I and so what he was different from others so was piccasso and others who were brilliant, he was more than an icon he was a son,brother,father,friend.....People need to be stop being so judgemental towards others whether theyre straight,weird,gay, or have a disease and start appreciating people and life...
martin luther and his sister bernice gave a beautiful speech, i wouldve loved to see sister maya angeloue there giving her poem, or nikki giovanni there but they werent in attendance.
Im gonna buy some flowers to the gohonzon in memory of mike
my memory would be when i first saw him when i was young i stood up all night waiting for the thriller video and when i watch it i taught it was brilliant and how he used vicent price for the video, of course i had nitemares and didnt sleep for 2 weeks but that is a memory that i will never forget, We will always love you
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